It was a rough week, year of 2017.
I kept telling myself that things would get better somehow and that I just needed to keep my eyes on the bigger picture.
Not the fact that my parents were fighting again,
not the fact that I was failing a semester and they didn't know (again),
not the fact that I had just lost my job so suddenly,
not the fact that my relationship was on the rocks,
not the fact that I had gained 10 pounds due to stress,
not the fact that rumors were still spreading around about me somehow (how is that even a thing, still? we're adults),
not the fact that i've been rejected 82432422 times,
not the fact that I missed my brother and sister-in-law living at home --
I had to focus on the bigger picture: I am going to graduate, I am going to work in a career that I love, I am going to be surrounded by people who genuinely love me, I am going to rekindle my broken relationship, I am going to move out and live on my own.
Again, it was a rough week.
A week filled with doubts, tears, suffering, anxiety, panic attacks, and lack of sleep.
If i'm being honest, I don't even know how my spiritual journey started... It just did.
And it happened when I felt like giving up on myself and my future.
My Spirit Guide / The Universe decided to reach out to me when I felt like there was no one who would understand... when I felt like I couldn't even understand...myself, anymore.
Eventually, Spirituality just stuck with me from the day that I met my higher self till this day.
I don't know who I am without my higher self and spirit.
I don't know who I am without my crystals, my tarot cards, my singing bowls, my sage, my palo santo, my chakra stones, the Universe.
Deciding to open my third eye has been one of the BEST things to have ever happened to me.
Not everyone understands Spirituality 'nor chooses to.... and that's okay.
But for what it's worth, my life will never be the same without it.
There's no turning back.
I am here now.
I am awake, grounded, centered, and whenever I feel like I have no one, I remind myself that I have my Spirit Guides and Ancestors / Tribe watching out for me.
My higher self is my best self and she protects me.
She loves me, she holds me responsible yet also forgives me if and when I take wrong turns (because I will).
But with that said...
Hi, welcome to my blog.
This is where I am going to share my Spiritual Growth / my journey.
My Spirituality is something that I am GENUINELY passionate about.
Again, without my Spirituality -- I am lost.
I can only hope that you choosing to read my blog eventually somehow inspires you to reach out to your higher self, somehow (in whatever way that is).
I can promise you that it is the most liberating thing to ever feel... And that you'll never look back.
Much love,
Daniella Marie D. Ramos